Dave taped over my precious Bachelor Pad with some stupid hunting shows tonight, and I realized it only a whole hour and fifteen minutes into my smut,so alas I thought I would turn some much needed attention to the Blah-guh.
Basically,we did a lot of outdoor crap this summer, I took a million pictures, my Gram got sick, Dyl got sick, my Gram died, and now I fill every waking minute with mindless tasks, so as not to be alone with my thoughts.
I wish I could write something special about Gram, but I feel really protective of the relationship I had with her. She and I, we had a "thing." Now that she is gone, I have an enormous amount of free time these days, that feels like a big, black, painful void. I feel it every Sunday afternoon, my days off, any time I grocery shop, or pass a Walgreens, and every night that I walk through the parking garage and realize I have no kindred spirit to call on my way home from work, to spill the day's dirty details to. Dave's a charmer for sure, but kinda squeamish, and not really inappropriately impressed by stupid human tricks.
Man.
I can do it. One of these days......
Lake Powell is coming up, and that is always healing.